Thursday, November 25, 2010

To be forever in your arms

      God created man and realized that he needed a partner. “And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall on Adam, and he slept; and He took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh in its place. Then the rib which the Lord God had taken from the man HE MADE INTO A WOMAN, and He brought her to the man.” (Genesis 2:21) Recently a group of my friends and I were talking, and it makes you wonder if there is that one guy or girl out there for you. Like "the one" or whatever! I honestly don't know, I do know that I have been praying for my husband since I was in the eighth grade. But I have yet to find him, or maybe I already know him, and I don't know what the impact this guy will have in my life. I was also recently asked if I thought I would marry any Vanguard guys? I have to say that I think this would be such a cool thing to happen... The Vanguard men are great men of God and gentlemen ( there is always those exceptions), but so I guess it would be a yes i could possibly marry a VU man someday. ha I want to find a man that will hold me forever, as God will always hold me.

I made this on polyvore http://www.polyvore.com/ 
I was just feeling creative I guess, and this went with this post ha. 

-Today is thanksgiving, it was so low key. I came home yesterday, and got to hangout with my family, and friends! That is what I am truly thankful for is my family and friends. But also for school, and that I am so blessed to go to this university. My sister Olivia and I helped cook dinner and we had such a wonderful meal. But we ate over five hours ago and I'm still full! ha oh the fun thanksgiving. 


~Sincerely Sophie 

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Is it a Destination?

Ive been thinking a lot about happiness lately. Most of us go through life trying to get to the place in life where we will truly be happy. We say things like if only I had this house, or once I am married and have a family then I will be happy. Life seems unattainable at times, and we feel like we cannot be happy, and just sit and sulk. I am not sure why but humans tend to treat happiness as if it is a destination, or a place we are going, and will be at someday. I think it is rather a mood not as much of a place we will be at one day, but a choice or a disposition. In the Bible it talks about joy, Proverbs 15:13- "A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit. So in a nut shell, weather or not your happy it shows on your exterior. But this idea that happiness is a mood and not a destination, is just my own thought... 




"Being happy does not mean that everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections" - Author Unknown 


                        ~Sincerely Sophie 

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Hope like a Little Girl Playing Dress-Up

 I want to believe in it all again... hope, dreams, and good expectations. But sometimes unexpected things happen when you were not expecting anything at all. Like when you were a kid and you thought that something was one way but you were completely wrong.... When I was a little girl I thought that Hawaii was up in the sky, and I thought that there was really Santa Clause, but both were wrong, and disapointing to discover. I wanted to be a Princess when I grew up... and even tho Im in college I realize that that dream of being a princess is come true, because I am one, in the Kingdom of God! 


Leather Jacket- Walmart
Dark Washed jeans- Forever21
I was looking for a 4 leaf clover


 Well that seems to be happening a lot to me lately.... I don't know why but it just does. Sometimes Unexpected is a good thing, something you expected to be bad turns out better or something you didn't expect anything turns out actually for a benefit! You know... But with every good there is also a bad. When you expect something to be better than it turns out to be. Or when you suspect something to be just neutral and it turns out for the worse... For me this is how my life has been for a long time, me expecting to much or having high hopes and dreams. So soon I decided that I hated to hope and I thought if I didnt do it any more it would make my life easier, but It didnt.... I still don't know what exactly to do but I think now I need to dream again.... I started dreaming again, and I think you can't excape disapointment, I've been Let down again but a author once wrote "The future Belongs to those  who BELIEVE in the beauty of there dreams." Also resently in Shine (a worship night at school) I had some of my close friends pray for me to have hope again... and as they layed hands on me, I knew it, I knew I could hope again! 
xoxo
~ Sincerely Sophie